Not entirely sure where we went wrong,  I just know that I sincerely upset you.  We are a little less than two weeks away from a year since we spoke last and I find that you are heavy on my mind. 

Whether or not the reasons are justified, please know that I do love you.

I didn't realize how a rumor could cause such grief - at least not until I became older.  After hearing how it affected you I felt ashamed and sick to my stomach but I am sure it was nothing compared to what you went through.  I've told you that I am sorry and answered the many questions you had but I know that it will never change a thing.  I suppose all I can ask of you, if I have that right at all, is to forgive me for my childish antics and know that I really never meant you harm.

I guess in a way I took our friendship for granted, I never realized how true you really were.  It was such a surprise to hear from a warm and caring friend.  Thank you for being you.