I didn't realize how a rumor could cause such grief - at least not until I became older.  After hearing how it affected you I felt ashamed and sick to my stomach but I am sure it was nothing compared to what you went through.  I've told you that I am sorry and answered the many questions you had but I know that it will never change a thing.  I suppose all I can ask of you, if I have that right at all, is to forgive me for my childish antics and know that I really never meant you harm.